Thursday, March 4, 2010
Seriously , i need to talk.
This morning , Stood outside the classroom for some fresh air.
Then came "The one!" and her friends.
She stand beside me.
And i'm filled with joy that she was with me for that moment.
But..
One sad shit about it is that..
I didn't get to talk to her at all..
I mean..
She talked to her friends like most of the time rather than me.
Actually..
I'm just someone she just says hi to.
Oh dear me!
I'm getting rather emo now , Standing outside class.
Well.. Even now Syaheera & Renny knows only a fraction of it. But they know it. Just a little.
Oh God.
I just can't seem to open my mouth.
Seriously!
I'm just stoning beside her.
And i just keep looking at her
And no words come out from my mouth.
Damn this is some serious shit.
Can anyone- Anyone! Just tell me how to strike a convo with her!
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Putting that aside..
Even when i walk with her for a while.. She just fails to notice me.
I mean..
She knows im there.
But neither of us are talking to one another.
I don't really know what she thinks of me though..
Am i just a friend?
Or..
Am i something different from a friend?
Nevertheless ,
I'm receiving rather hostile treatments from quite a few people.
Err..
Maybe i'm just being rather paranoid.
Or It might be true.
I don't really know.
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